Walking on Sunshine....:)

I'm walking on sunshine....woah :)
Wow things are moving along pretty well here in SC. I find myself talking different than I used to lol. I actually didn't notice until my mom mentioned it the other night. We started cutting and coloring hair in class, with actual color lol not the cholestoral stuff. At first I have to admit I was very nervous, as I think other people were as well. Yesterday we started with the actual lightener, and today I did coloring and lightening and tomorrow I will do my hilighting and lowlighting. I am very excited to see the final product! I will post pictures when I get home tomorrow....if I remember lol. I am not doing very well at this whole blogging thing, I suppose that would be because I don't really have much to tell. I don't really have a life lol. I go to school, come home, do homework, eat, sometimes go to bed, then start again the next day. My days usually look very similar if not identical lol. I am very pleased to say though I do bake a lot. I love baking and I am happy to share my creations with people at school as well as my sisters here at home. It is weird saying home and being so far from home at the same time. But I have learned home is where the heart is and my heart is definatly here in SC at the moment. Eventually I am sure it will find it's way somewhere else. I hope so at least. My heart needs to travel some. :) I have made a couple of friends, which is nice. It is refreshing to know there are people I can call friends, people who are real with me, even if I might not like what they say, they are real. *sigh* well I am unsure of whatelse to say. Oh and someone needs to seriously come and get this cat that is outside our apartment, it is satan...in fur. She is stalking me I am sure of it. Well I am off to Applebees with my sisters. :)

Toodles

Because I said so! (P.S. Happy New Year)

Well I have decided 2012 has to be better than 2011. So much has happened this year! Life lessons, broken promises, and disappointing decisons. Which I suppose equal the same. The end of 2011 was the best part I do believe. Which is hard to swallow because I was away from my family at that time. I think moving and starting over is the biggest thing I have ever done in all my life. The best thing. I made many mistakes in 2011 and I am ready for this new year. I have made a list of resolutions. A bucket list of sorts, things I want to accomplish before the end of the year. Some are very personal and some are very cliche. In the end though, it is a promise to myself. My #1 resolution is to love myself. Something I have definatly had a problem with in the past. But starting today the critic inside of me is taking a vacation. I believe if I accomplish this everyday, loving myself, then all of my other resolutions and goals will fall into place. Hating myself made it very difficult to follow my dreams. Second guessing myself, doubt, fear. All of this is going to change this year. Also completing all assignments and tests with top scores and being top of my classes, which in turn accomplishes graduating. Going to the gym as much as possible. This year is different, you know why? Because I said so. This year is my year to prove to myself that I am not just the Amanda people want to see. I am Amanda- The person I want to be. This year I will overcome my fears, I will rise to the top. I will be more than I ever dreamed of. This year I will make myself proud.